i love you!

Best Day ♥

2011-04-08T22:38:00.000-07:00

7th April was one of the best day for TWSS hockey. We played our hearts out, all the intense training had finally paid off. It was a historic double finals and even though it was not a double win, we all know that we are champions in our heart. The boys fought till the end with the courage and fighting spirit. Most of all, we did not only played for ourselves but for the school, our coach and teachers and our beloved late hockey mate. I may not know you well but wherever you are, the team loves you (: The article about our win was one of the best and touching article that i have read. It motivated and inspired me to train even harder cos I know someday I can play how my seniors do. I promised one thing to myself and I'll work hard to achieve it! Hockey kilats you rock ! \m/

I love this team!

Since hockey season is somehow over except for club games, its time to focus on my studies now. Time to mug my ass off for Mid-year, especially for Maths. I've got to buck up!

March has been a bitch

2011-03-31T04:54:00.000-07:00

March has seriously been a bitch and I'm glad that it is going to an end. A lot of sad things happened..However, I hope April will be a better month. No more distractions please. I wanna work hard for Mid year exams cos I'm dissatisfied with my Common test result. I've been updating my twitter often and its seriously addictive, don't forget Tumblr too. Btw, Hockey finals on Thursday babyyyyy! ~ KILAT! :DD


I'm craving for Starbucks nowww!

Speaking of Starbucks, I've been eating a lot of unhealthy food now a days.. I often eat only one proper meal for the past few days and I also lack of sleep ): I wanna change my lifestyle starting from today !(hopefully i can)

I don't know whats your problem. How am I supposed to know when you're ignoring me without telling the reason why. You shouldn't have left me just like that, at least tell me whats wrong instead of making me feel like a fool. I thought everything was already alright but out of the blue here we go again but I'll make sure this will be the last . If I knew everything would turn put this way, I should not have bothered from the start. If there's only a potion or something to make me forget that we actually knew each other, I need it right now.

The mirror lies as it can't see the inside

2011-03-15T20:28:00.000-07:00

Each and everyone of us are born beautiful in our own way. We are here for a reason. We either make use of our time doing something productive instead of just sitting and doing nothing. I'm sure all of us has a goal. Having dreams is what makes life tolerable. We are all here for a purpose. Instead of complaining about life, why can't we just accept that life is unfair and accept the reality. There are more things to be happy about than to fret about. Don't you think we are fortunate compared to others? Before you complain about getting up early in the morning for school, think about the children who do not even have an opportunity to have an education. Before you complain about being fat, think of the children who are dying of starvation in Africa. Before you complain about not having things that you desire, think of the children who does not even have proper clothing. I have to admit, I myself complain too. But I realized how blessed and fortunate I am. Lets be contented instead of finding things that we do not have.
"Its not how good you are, its how good you want to be"

Its impossible for me not to care

2011-03-09T02:37:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a crappy day for me. I was too emotional that i actually cried. I failed my Amath common test by 1 and half mark ): Made too many careless mistakes (as usual) . Almost failed Physics too. Damn. I really need to buck with my studies especially Maths. I'm determined to work even harder for Mid year ! You'll see. This is just the beginning (:

A lot of things have been going through my mind lately and it had been affecting my mood. I've been pondering a lot even for just a small matter. I guess I read things too deeply, in another word - paranoid. I hope things will get back to how it was used to be. Its funny how things change isn't it? But thats life, all is temporary.

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Camp !! ♥

2011-03-06T02:20:00.000-08:00

3B with our Instructors Hemah and Dell :D

I'm finally updating after a long hiatus! ((: Basically camp was over 2 days ago.. It was AWESOME with crazy 3B peeps! We had a very cute plus friendly instructors ! Other class were jealous cos we had Dell, most of the girls said he's cute and hot. I kinda agree, I miss bullying him. Lol. I was totally hyper during the camp and talkative too. Haha!

We had our ice breaker games during the first day. Our class was divided into 3 groups and we named it 'Liew, Wie, Yang' Cute or what? We love our form teacher ! Hahah! Played caterpillar and longest line. Had lots fun, we were eager to win cos the group who will lose will clean the toilet.(which didn't happen) Lol . Did a lot of cheers. I went home after dinner cos hockey peeps have to leave and sleep at home due to the game the next day..

Day 2 was even more fun! Reached camp at 650am with Syafie and Kristelle. Had our breakfast and did the high elements. It was kinda fun even though it wasn't that high. Left camp after lunch and headed to school for hockey game vs Jurong West. Won 7-0 . Kilat! ((: Teachers came and fetch us back to camp. Nysah,Syasya,Tiffany,Yamunaa and I quickly rush to 3B and they gave us a surprise. They did the class cheer and performance for us for the camp fire, we were seriously shock cos it was uber nice plus crazy. Camp fire was awesome! Mr Liew was also part of our performance and till now i can't believe the people who went up there to perform was my class cos we just totally went crazy. Dell was shocked too. Lol. The camp fire preparation totally bonded my class (': I slept in camp for day 2 and I was one of the few who went to sleep the latest and i was also one of the few who woke up the latest. LOL.

Day 3 - rock climbing,abseiling and flying fox! Totally had a great time especially for the flying fox. I screamed like a mad woman. Lol. I actually wanted to shout, 'We Miss Dell' but my screaming automatically came. Btw, Dell left after breakfast to take his A level result ): We really missed him even instructor Hemah.. After all the activities, 3Bob (created by Dell) had a farewell talk with Hemah.. It was a touching moment cos all of us cried plus Hemah (except for the boys) .. Btw, we were the first class that Hemah took for camp. What she said was really touching..

Photos credits to Mr Liew ! :D

Maths Trail @ Marina Barrage before camp

The 'Liew' group


Caterpillar which caused us bruised on our hands. Lol.


Bidding farewell to Hemah

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Spot Dell's act cute face. Haha!

Overall, the camp was a great experience.Learned values from the activites.. I don't understand why some people hated the camp. At least learn how to enjoy.. It was not that bad.. I miss Hemah and Dell!

I MISS CAMP! )':

Missing in action

2011-02-18T01:50:00.000-08:00

( In case you people miss me, LOL ! )

I'll be away till i-don't-know when. Haha! I've been busy with life and I've got much better things to do. Don't wait for me yeah cos I may take long. I don't even know if i still i have readers. Lol.

Lethargic

2011-01-23T00:06:00.000-08:00

I'm physically and mentally tired. I had a back to back game the previous 2 days and it made me lethargic like seriously.. Plus the frustration and disappointment added on my ego ..It sucks. School is full of tests and I feel that i need to buck up. My class whines a lot but i love them (:

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School ! School ! School !

2011-01-11T01:18:00.000-08:00

I finally have the time to update this blog. Came back home early today like finally after a week has passed. School is fun and I'm liking my class especially those funny classmates and teachers who lighten up my mood and defer me from falling asleep during lessons. I somehow can feel the pressure already of being in upper sec. Teachers has high expectations on our class and it gives me pressure. Till now, I can't believe that I took A math cos I'm not really that good but I'm starting to love math!! Its fun solving algebra questions, Hahha. I just hope that I can continue to cope.

Hockey season this year is gonna be tough with all the tournaments and under 21 has already started. I'm a busy girl with school plus hockey on weekdays and church plus hockey on weekends. I've got to learn on how to manage my time and be on track with my commitments. Distractions please go away...

How bout you people, how have school been?

Lets get ready for school!

2011-01-02T23:39:00.000-08:00

I can't believe that school is starting tomorrow. I still have a movie review to do, prolly gonna do it after this. Not done packing my school stuff yet too O: I'm kinda looking forward for tmr except for the fact that I have to wake up early. My sleeping schedule is fcuk up so I don't know how I'll survive during school days. I'll prolly look like a zombie or something. Lol. New class environment and teachers, I hope I can cope with my studies together along with my other commitments..

Sec 3 life will be tougher and there will be more stress to come. However,I know I will make my 2011 an awesome one! I won't let anyone get into my way. Muahahhaha!Lol .

I wonder if there's anyone reading this blog. Lol. Ask me questions peeps! @Formspring I'd be glad to answer them (:

Goodbye 2010

2010-12-31T13:12:00.000-08:00

Its the last day of 2010, exciting yet terrifying at the same time! 2010 has been a good year for me, its a year of GROWTH. Definitely learned a lot about life that gave me a new outlook on it. One thing I learned is to count my blessings instead of complaining so much and be just the way you are, be yourself. I am thankful for having an awesome people surrounding me. My family, friends, team mates and choir mates. Thank you for being a part of my 2010 memories be it good or bad. You people have helped me to grow into a better person in one way or another. Last but not the least, I wanna thank the Almighty Lord Jesus for the continues blessings and guidance that have been granted upon my family and I. Without you I am nothing.

Girlfriends who never fail to put a smile on my face:

Clique! (L) Vanessa is missing ):

Filipino FTW!

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Bestfriends for almost 5 years and still counting! I love you Shandy!


Felicia sis whom is always there for me, Thank youu! (:

My team mates whom I share laughter with and giving me countless of encouragement and motivation:

And of course my family whom is always there for me especially my lovely Mom! :

I love you all people and once again thank you!

Thats about it. Lets conquer 2011 and have a blast! ((:

Merry Christmas everyone!

2010-12-25T00:17:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas peeps! Have a blessed one! Let's share the joy and love ♥ May we not forget the true meaning of Christmas on which Jesus Christ was born (:

I basically celebrated Christmas eve yesterday with my family and choir mates. Dad's relative came over to my house and we had our sumptuous dinner cooked by Mum. I went for caroling after that and came back @ 130am. I was extremely exhausted and whats more I woke up @ 815am today cos I went to church with Mum for mass and choir duty.

Btw, my left eye is much more swollen compared to yesterday. There is something on my conjunctiva and I seriously freaked out when i saw it. Its kind pain too . I hope it will get better when I apply the eye gel that Mum bought cos I don't wanna see the doctor ):

Here are some random photos:


Candy canes !!


Presents!! :DD

I love my family! ♥

Look at my left eye )): (which is in your right now)

Gonna post my choir photos soon once my mates have uploaded it (:

I'm back!

2010-12-21T08:16:00.000-08:00

I'm back from my Hockey KL trip since yesterday. The trip was awesome and i had lots of fun. It was a great experience and there were lessons to be learned. It was a 3D2N trip, the journey was long but thanks to my bus ride partners and to my Ipod for entertaining me. Kuala Lumpur has a massive traffic jam like seriously. We have a tour guide that has a contagious plus a funny laughter ( trying checking FB for the video that my senior posted). She blabbers a lot too and we remember her statement 'HIGHLY RECOMMENDED' xD

We had 3 games against the Malaysian team. Lost the first game, 2-1, the second one was a draw 0-0 and we won the last game 2-0. Their team was different compared to Singapore's team, their tackling are much harder but overall it was a good game. After our games, we went for a recovery to the 'freezing swimming pool'. The water was super duper cold till we shiver literally.

Anyway,I shall let the pictures do the talking.


My bus ride partner, Pei xuan!

The nature view was great!

Camwhoring in the bus.Haha

In Malaysia custom


Heavy traffic jam

At Coronade hotel lobby


First night dinner. Indonesian food :DD

I-SCREAM!

Jiayu, me and Meera (:


Camwhore in the lift. Haha

Shot taken before talent time


Boys' game


My roommate :DD


Second night dinner, Peri-peri chicken! <3

Random shot."Hotel Alibaba'


Going back to SG

Saw this rainbow during the ride back to SG

Credits to Yue Nice for the pictures! (:

M.I.A

2010-12-17T07:48:00.000-08:00

Currently using my iPod to update. Yesterday was totally an awesome day spent with Felica, Alvin, Jee Joon and Yong Jie. We went for bowling at bukit batok. Total played 3 games, at first most of us were kind of a noob but at the last game most of us improved especially Jee joon 'the pro' Haha. Played all sorts of funny game too at yew tee while we waited for the rain to stop and played basketball. It's been kinda long since I played. I had training in the morning today and I was almost late cos I woke up late :/ Gonna be away for 3 days. I'm going to KL for hockey club trip ;D it's almost gonna be midnight and yet I'm still awake despite if the fact that I have to wake up @ 5am tmr. I'm excited!! Feel free to ask me questions at my formspring k? So I can have something to entertain me when I come back. Haha (:

Confession

2010-12-14T08:21:00.000-08:00

Spent my day with girlfriend today. Went to school and bought my books. They were all heavy and bloody thick. I wonder how am I gonna survive carrying them to school almost everyday next year O: Took a cab home and slack for lil while. Went to Lot1 to have our lunch and I was supposed to re-string my guitar but i forgot to bring it along -.- Btw, I saw Felicia and Vanessa! :DD Miss them ttm! After that we went to the library to borrow books for my english homework and walked around again. Something stupid happen, we went to Popular and got engrossed reading a magazine and when we to other place, Shandy realized that i was not carrying the storybooks that I borrowed from the library ! We went back to Popular and search for it but couldn't find it. I was seriously swearing a lot during that time cos I have to pay almost 60 bucks to replace the books. However, guess what? The popular Auntie called me and informed me that she found it already. I was seriously relieved can ? Thank God ! (: I did my homework with Shandy when we came back from Lot1 but I'm still done with it yet ):

I went for penitential service in church today with Kristelle after so many years. I was somehow nervous cos its been a long time since I went for a confession. During my confession with the priest, I was holding back my tears. I guess I was too guilty with all the sins that I've committed especially for being rude and talking back to my parents )': I'll make a change ! I'm fortunate to have them and I should appreciate them more. Sorry Mum and Dad but I promise I'll be a better daughter (:

Enough said, just realised that this is quite a long post. Goodnight ! (Mornight since its 1220am) K, wateva. Bye (:

Why do homework exist?

2010-12-12T20:44:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. I rarely use the comp now a days cos been using my ipod instead. 3 weeks more of holiday and I wish time would slow down cos I don't think I'm prepared for 2011. First of all, homeworks are not complete yet. Second reason is I have not gone through my resolutions yet and lastly my room is still not tidy, thanks to my dad for being lazy to put away some stuff. Anyway, I can't wait for the hockey club trip to KL in 5 days time :DD Nothing much interesting to post so yeahh .

Wanna share this with you all. Found it on Tumblr (:

I laughed so hard after seeing this.

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New 'baby'!

2010-12-09T01:05:00.000-08:00

Mum gave me a surprise yesterday night! Guess what is it ???

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An Ipod touch!!! Plus with a camera and its 32gb!

I can't believe it at first and thought that it was fake. Lol. I was mad happy like siao can? Hahha.

Can't stop giggling and I'm on a cloud nine ! :DDD

Its my early Christmas gift despite of my Dad being against it. However, Mum still bought it for me! She's the best can? Thats why I love her! ♥ Its my reward too for studying hard and she said I must continue with it. Thanks a lot Mum, really. Don't worry I'll take care of it. I'll treat it as my 'baby'. Hhaha. Kay, I shall stop here :D

A date with girlfriends

2010-12-07T20:30:00.000-08:00

Basically, I finally get to hang out with Shandy and Angela yesterday. Shandy came over my house and we went to Anchor point. Went shopping, I bought a dress and a half cardigan @ cotton on for a very cheap price :D Bought a purple feather earing too. Had our lunch @ KFC, its been a long times since I ate fast food. We headed over to Orchard to meet Angela and Shandy's Mum. We went somewhere and I got home at 8pm. Shandy upload the pictures please!

I wonder when I'll have the mood to complete my homework. I do not have much time left :/

Christmas shopping!

2010-12-05T07:07:00.000-08:00

No picture for today :p Went to church after three weeks of absence, the weather was mad HOT. Few choir members turned up as most of them were on a holiday and some went for the Standard Charter marathon, we had only 12 memebers. Lol. Anyway, I ate a lot when i got back home and only manage to have my lunch at 4pm O: I was totally starving.

Went out with Mum yesterday after cleaning the house. We went to IMM. There was a sale going on so Mum took the opportunity and bought gifts for my cousins and Dad. It was all clothes! I manage to buy a top @ Cotton On . Hehheh ((: After all the shopping, went to Fish&co and had our dinner. Homed sweet home @ 10pm plus.

Floorball friendly match tmr and my muscles are still aching :/

Got to look on the bright side !

2010-12-02T09:00:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling much better now after days of not being myself, with all the sadness and grumpiness. I need to go out more often to distract myself from being lonely. Have you all heard of 'Hypophrenia'? It means a feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause. I think that's what is happening to me :/ But a BIG thank you to Dan and Shandy for being my listening ear despite of me being a crying baby. Hahha. Can i go for a retail therapy? *beam*

I slept @ 3am yesterday night after chatting with those awesome people mentioned above. Hence i woke up late today, had a good 10 hour sleep O: Had a last minute plan with Felicia sis and accompanied her to Jurong Point to collect her phone.We were supposed to do our holiday homework but ended up playing Wii. School, y give us homework on holiday? ):

I need to stop being insecured

2010-11-30T08:49:00.000-08:00

I love long rides cos it makes me ponder over things that have been bothering me.So yeah, while I was on my home at Dad's car after having our dinner I cried while listening to sad songs.. It sounds like I'm an emo person or a despo but don't get me wrong, I'm not. I don't know why tears started flowing down my cheeks and I was trying not to let my parents know cos I know they'll ask me a lot of questions which I don't know how to answer them.

I came to realize that most friends only come to you when they need help but where are they when I needed one? If you have a true friend, you're lucky. You better cherish them before you realize that its too late. I need my friends right now cos they're the only one who can make me happy and crazy since I don't have any siblings which totally suck! )):

I'm the type of person who keep my feelings to myself cos I'm hesitant and shy to share those feelings. Another reason is I don't know who to share it with .. Ahhhhh.. This post is just full of crap. K, bye.

Please be good to me December (:

I feel lousy, God give me strength

2010-11-29T08:59:00.000-08:00

Its frustrating to think that you've been training so hard and yet you're not improving. That feeling totally sucks cos at some point of time you feel like giving up. I wanna get over this feeling and have more focus on hockey and floorball. I'm falling behind already and i hate it. Dragon boat tmr, have to wake up @ 530am O: I hope it won't rain again.

New Bedroom!

2010-11-28T20:42:00.000-08:00

ilovebrunomars!

I've got a new bedroom! My new bed is queen size and everything has change. The position of my wardrobe and everything. I was totally exhausted yesterday from cleaning the house and my room. There's a bit of changes in my living room too, new LCD tv which is huge. My house is much cleaner now, well not yet totally. Haha. I'll miss my old bed and room. Some of you might know that my old bed has a staircase and its quite high. I'm not use sleeping in low position :/ I'll try to upload a picture when everything is ok already (:

Went to Sentosa on Saturday with Mum and her friend. Cam-whored a lot and my leg was aching cos i had training on that day.HSH @ almost midnight. I've missed church for three weeks already O:

Updates!

2010-11-25T09:24:00.000-08:00


Those laughter and smiles ..

I'm sorry for the lack of updates, been kind of busy. I'm trying to lessen my time spent on computer too. I had a very long sleep today due to my stomach cramps and woke up in the afternoon :/ My plan on going for a run in the morning was not accomplished and good luck to me for training tmr ): I'm gonna suffer for sure. Anyway, I'm glad that I've started doing my holiday homework, I'm half way done with Maths (:

Hockey camp yesterday was fun except for the fact that Dragonboat is postponed to next week due to the heavy weather. We played the 'Amazing Teck Whye' which totally made most of us exhausted. Watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows P1 last Tuesday with my family. The movie was great even though i don't really understand the story cos I'm not a Harry Potter fan . Hahah. I kept asking dad about the characters and stuff. LOL. Btw, Emma Watson was totally gorgeous! I love her :DD

Congratulations to all PSLE candidates who scored well! ((: Take care Felicia dear on your trip to Bintan! I'll miss you ! (L)

I hate this feeling of being lonely.

Actions speaks louder than words.

2010-11-22T21:13:00.000-08:00

One month of my holiday is gonna end soon. I don't think i have done anything productive. Thanks for my routine of sleeping late and waking up late -.- I've told myself to start waking up early and do my homework but it never happened. I told myself too to lessen my time on entertainments and instead spend my time on fitness to improve on my hockey but again it never happened. Having NO DISCIPLINE is one of the reason. I'm just frustrated with myself, seriously.

I'm in class 3B next year ! Taking A Maths, History, Pure Bio, Comb Physics&Chemistry and the usual subjects. Looking forward to year 2011 where there will be a new start. Time really flies. Gonna watch HP7 with family later ! ((:

What a day !

2010-11-20T09:10:00.000-08:00

These 'giler' babes of mine slept over at my house ytd night. It was totally an awesome night! We ate satay for supper and we used the satay stick to play chopsticks (?) The loser which is Jiayu have to ate onion . Hahha! She was totally gross out ! We had video call with dearest Nysah and we had fun watching funny videos @ youtube. When we went inside my room to prepare and go to sleep, we ended up having the most retard yet fun night ever ! I took my Mum's make up kit and Syasya anyhow 'beautify' herself. You should see the photos @ FB. You'll surely like hell. We kept on laughing till i feel like there is 6 packs coming out from my upper stomach xDD We went wild and was super duper noisy . Went to sleep @ 2am plus.

Went bowling today with the same girls above plus Nysah and Yamuna. It was a terrible time for us to bowl, we waited so long for an available lane. Our scores were totally horrible. Hahah! It was a long time since i went for bowling and i totally suck. The ball most of the time will go to the 'longkang' xD

Thanks babes for an AWESOME time! :DD (L) many many !

Class Outing @ ECP

2010-11-17T09:20:00.000-08:00

Class outing yesterday was kind of a disappointment, thanks to the awesome rain (sarcastic tone) which ruined the fun -.- Nether less it was still a great day spent with my beloved classmates and cliques. Thanks to Mr Danial for coming and helping us to start the fire. I think without your help it would take us ages to have the fire started. Hahhaha! Miss Zhang and other teachers could not come due to the heavy rain and traffic jam ): Spent my time eating, cycling, camwhoring, playing in the sea, collecting sea shells, playing water bomb and dog&bone :D While the rest of the class went home my clique and Alvin's clique stayed and played with sparkles @ night. That moment was awesome, especially with our lame jokes in Macdonald while eating and drying ourself as we were drenched. HSH @ 9 plus? Felicia sis and Sherlin sis kena sunburn while Alvin had wounds and Nicholas muscle ache. Get well soon peeps and have a good rest yeah! Thank you to the organizers, appreciated it (: I'll just post some of the pictures taken, view more of them @ my FB (:

Wanie, Syasya and Yi xuan plus an extra had with a plate. Lol.

Seafood stick and chicken wings :D

K-pop lovers excpet for Athirah and Amirah

Felicia, me and Sherlin

Cute or what ? :D

I'm so tall! Hehhehe!

This little cute turtle/tortoise which captivated us (;

Mr Danial with his typical pose. Hahah!

Ewwww?

Alvin the thorn among the roses . Hhaha!

Beloved sisters ! (L)

My hair is in a mess but who the heck cares!

My photography skills is improving huh? Haha :D

View Felicia's blog for the night photos! Anyway, i went out with Mum today. Bought a cardigan and a bag from cotton on. Shopped around @ North Point. Thanks Mum for today! (L) Syasya is sleeping over @ my house tmr ! My lesbo partner ! Yayyyyy! Hahha ((:

Sports Climbing !

2010-11-14T07:10:00.000-08:00

No photos for today. Sorry :/ I'm waiting for my friend to upload the sports climbing photos on Facebook. Went for a Sports Climbing course @ i forgot which place. It was totally FUN. Except for the theory part. Haha. However i have a disadvantage from the others, I have a sweaty palms and I totally felt uncomfortable whenever i grip for the 'rocks'. All the scratches and bruises were all worth it though. If I could just stay there all day, I already would cos I LOVE IT :D

I'm planning on putting my blog private mode cos i dislike stalkers ! Formspring me if you want an invite to read my blog (: Floorball friendly match tmr against Swiss Cottage's B'div boys! :D

Note to self: Stop sleeping and waking up late !! I can't wait for class outing on tuesday! ((:

Your choices Your consequences

2010-11-10T08:41:00.000-08:00

I learned something valuable from today's training. Being materialistic is worthless but having the right character is priceless. We were reprimanded badly during training for something that we did which was wrong and it reflects our attitude towards life.That piece of reflection reflects our attitude. Teenagers nowadays does not take life seriously, we always have our care free attitude which we must change. I must learn to stop wasting my time on the computer in social sites and instead do something productive. I've let myself down and i feel ashamed of myself.

I'm losing my track on hockey and floorball. I must change my lifestyle and instead work on my fitness level. I need to buck up, seriously.I'm getting a journal and start reflecting on every training and games. That is how i will learn from my mistake and be a better player and person.

Happy Deepavali!

2010-11-05T09:27:00.000-07:00

Awesome day spent with hockey mates today! We went to Coach's house for Deepavali :D The journey was kinda long though but it was all worth it. Enjoyed the food that was prepared and the jokes we had. Lol.

Homed sweet homed @ 7pm ? More photos on FB credits to Nysah! I'm lazy to upload.

Its funny how a stranger can make you smile or even cheer you up(: Unless that person has bad intentions. Haha.

Awesome Day!

2010-11-02T09:00:00.000-07:00

Helloh blog readers! I'm out for the whole day. Met up with Chia hean @ cck interchange and i have to wait for 30 friggin' minutes as she woke up late. Went for a jog at cck stadium. I love that moment where I can forget those things for awhile and ease my mind and run as freely as i can.

Met up Felicia sis @ lot1 and had our lunch. After that we didn't know what to do hence we decided to go for a swim. A last minute plan but it was great! Although I was struggling as i don't know how many months since i went for a swim. Lol. I was really sleepy that i fell asleep during my bus ride home. Having training tmr and as usual I'm still not with my dear Mr bed. I MUST start doing my homework tmr ! Anyone has a job to intro? I need to work, I'm broke $ . ):

Everyday i fight back the urge to text or chat with you . Telling myself that if you want to speak to me you would. I'm afraid that I am annoying to you :/

Happy Halloween !

2010-10-31T05:48:00.000-07:00

Went out with Mum yesterday, roamed around Marina Bay and went shopping! (: Bought tops for Topshop and Outfitter. Thanks alot Mum for the treat <3 Church today and skipped choir practice :P Went to watch senior boy's game @ sengkang instead with hockey peeps :D Awesome day spent yet tiring. I'm sleepy !

Am I just one of the girls whom you treat this way? Are you just being friendly to me or what? :/

2010 is ending soon ..

2010-10-28T20:30:00.000-07:00

2 more months and year 2010 is coming to an end. Time really flies fast huh ? A new beginning is awaiting for everyone of us and the future scares me. I miss being a kid where you don't have to worry bout anything. All you know is to play and have fun. Well, we have to face reality.

Gotten back my results yesterday, kinda satisfied with it.

English- B4

Maths- B3

Science- A2

Geography- A1

History- A2

DnT- A2

Art- B3

HE- A1

Total: 565/800 Class Position: 7/40

:70.6% Level Position: 23/199

Got to prepare for training, Bye (:

PS: I wonder who is that anonymous on my formspring :/

I'll miss 2B ):

2010-10-28T08:51:00.000-07:00

Awesome 2B (: (Try finding me, I'm being blocked :D)

We've been together for 2years, I'll miss each and everyone of you. Especially all the memories be it good or bad. Thank you for all the joy and the laughter shared among our class. I know we might not be very close in sec 1 but this year we made an improvement right? Especially in the last few days left of being together, those days has been emotional like today. Hhaha, can't believe i teared while watching the video montage. Treasure the exchange gifts we had, remember it as a significance of 2B.Must study hard ok? Next year won't be easy for us already, no more fooling around and slacking! ( especially the boys) Haha. Goodluck everyone and fighting! :DD

To all the teachers who taught us, a very BIG thank you and appreciation to you all. For the guidance, patience, care and perseverance to keep on teaching us. I'll never forget the values that you have implied on us and we are very grateful to have such teachers like you all who never gave up on us (:

A big thank you once again (:

See you everyone at East Coast Park on 16 November alright? (:

Thanks guys for the memories! Do say talk in school (:

Why do I still bother ?

2010-10-24T06:40:00.000-07:00

Trust me, I know how it feels to lock yourself in your room and cry insanely on your pillow and your parents don't bother asking why, mentally killing everyone you know but deep inside you know it's you, you hate. To know that there's no hope left but you keep trying and trying and still fail. And cry, cry your heart out 'till there's no tears left. I wish I could explain exactly what is on my mind, and for it to make sense so people understand completely. I don't have enough words to link it all together, because my head is so muddled up. I have so much I have just locked away in my head, and it needs to come out once and for all - but I don't know how to do it.

I'm wishing for at least a message from you, I'm hoping you'll be online so I can have a chat with you but unfortunately it never happens already, I'm hoping to bump into you whenever I'm outside. I look a fool searching from the crowd even though in my heart I know its kinda impossible to catch a glimpse of you. I can't get you out of my mind and I miss you terribly. I know I've never cross your mind, I don't know why I still care so much when I shouldn't care at all. I guess I'm a fool huh ? I'm hesitating to message you first cos I don't want to sound clingy and I'm afraid you'll find me annoying. All i wanna do now is to sleep cos i know by sleeping I'll forget all the problems and negative feelings for awhile.

School tomorrow :/

Awesome trip to Sentosa!

2010-10-23T10:01:00.000-07:00

HELLOHHH blog readers! I had a super uber AWESOME day with the kilats ! We went to SENTOSA! Totally had a great time even though not many turned up. Spent our day at Palawan Beach, took a stroll at the Merlion place and at Resort World Sentosa. It was an enjoyable once-in-awhile-outing! :D

Let the pictures do the talking!

I hope this team will stay together till we conquer the dream! (: More photos on Facebook (: Alright peepos its already 1am, got to sleep now. Going to church tmr ! <3

I don't know what to do anymore

2010-10-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

I don't know whether you are telling the truth of how you feel towards me. I'm afraid that you are just lying so you won't hurt my feelings. Are they all just excuses or what you truly feels? I do not want to be hurt anymore cos i know that the feeling is unpleasant.

Had a friendly match ytd against England's hockey player. I enjoyed it a lot even though they were like twice or thrice my size? Haha. Thanks a lot to Mr Danial for the chocolate bar after my group got first in the class for the Music performance. We also had a last minute performance today, sang Halo by Beyonce :D
I chose E2 class as my first choice, i just hope i would get into that class next year !

Shandy dear came over my house today. We did a song cover, Just the way you are by my boyfriend - Bruno Mars ! I won't give anyone the link but try finding it on Youtube :P

No school tmr but hockey training in the morning !

Decisions are hard to make

2010-10-19T06:47:00.000-07:00

I'm in a dilemma right now. I can't decide to take either E2 or E3 next year. E2 has only History but i prefer Geography and it also has Amaths! I'm afraid i will not be able to cope since I'm not really strong in Maths. However, I know that Amaths will come in handy when I'm in Poly.Form teacher also advised me to take E2 Seriously, what am I suppose to take ?

Lord help me.

Had an awesome time with Felicia sis today at her crib. Camwhored and fooled around a lot which made my stomach ache from laughing. Training ytd was fun. I learned another valuable lesson from him. I learned that i have to set a direction in my life and set a purpose. With discipline, determination and desire, I know I can achieve my dreams. He really developed and changed my character A LOT. I'm grateful and thankful for having him as a coach.

Enjoy the spastic photos !

Slow weekend

2010-10-17T02:11:00.000-07:00

I'm obsess with braids O:

Spent my weekend mostly at home eating, watching tv and using the comp. Totally no life, I don't want my holidays to be like this please. Went wave boarding ytd with a friend around CCK. I'm still learning. Church today was amazing (: Can i don't go to school tmr ? Hahah

Ecstatic

2010-10-15T10:01:00.000-07:00

Its already 1247am and yet I'm still not with my dear Mr bed. I'm mad hyped now(BEWARE) and i have no idea why :D My muscle aches are getting better and hockey training today was fun despite feeling lethargic. Learned a lot from today's training. Now then i knew why women are stronger than man. It is because we go through menstruation which causes us a terrible 7 days of stomach cramps and women give birth which is 10 times the pain than menstruation. This makes us more matured as we go through the excruciating pain. It may seems hilarious but this is the fact. Women are stronger mentally because of this :D That was very random, Lol. Anyway, I'm glad that i can sleep more tonight cos i seriously lack of sleep and I already have a unique bag under my eye. Haha. Till here people, goodnight! ♥

Disappointments

2010-10-14T02:36:00.000-07:00

I'm having muscle ache due to ytd hockey training. I need to buck up like seriously, next year is gonna be a crucial season for us as coach wants us to achieve the best that we can. I can feel the pressure already :/

Results were shitty as i failed my expectations. I know I have high expectations of myself but what to do thats me. I know my Maths and Science marks already, got a B3 for both. I did not perform well for Science and i was totally upset. For Math, just one more mark and i could have gottten a distinction. Screw that one mark. LOL.

School has been boring, seriously. We slacked most of the time since exams are over for the mean time. Anyway, i'm going insane sooner or later. I am lost of what subjects and what class i should take next year ):

I'm off to watch a TV show, Bye! (:

JAMMING

2010-10-12T06:08:00.000-07:00

Webcammed w/ my dear sis

Went jamming today at Chinese Garden with Nysah, Debra, Erika, Fatin and Batrisyia. Had a great time. Videos uploaded on Facebook (: Idk why but my voice was totally different and it sucked. Haha. I wanna learn how to play the guitarrrrrr! Anyone wanna be my 'teacher'? Haha :D

Training yesterday was effing tiring. As what my coach said i was bloody unfit, stamina totally dropped. Ran for 15 min and did a couple of suicide, did weights too and other basics. Homed @8pm.

Hope i can survive tmr's training, seriously. Its time to focus on hockey .

School tmr! Yay :D I miss my awesome friends, its been 4 days since I saw them. I'm anxious to get back my results ):

Stuck at home

2010-10-10T02:10:00.000-07:00

I missed to attend church today cos i over slept ): I feel so guilty ..

I'm totally stuck at home I'm broke = no $ = can't go out. What a life.

I have no school for the next two days, awesome or what ? :D

Might go jogging later !

Stress Free!

2010-10-09T05:04:00.000-07:00

I finally know how to fishtail braid !

Thank God exams are finally over! I'm anxious for the results :/ I hope i can fair it well cos I've been mugging real hard with my sisters by going to school at 6am to continue studying and with my dearest sis Jiayu by accompanying me at home with my revision. That moment was totally great with our lame jokes which really made my stomach ache. Spent the entire week studying for about 6-9 hours especially for art. Thanks a lot dearests !

Had a great day ytd with hockey mates at the gym and at home. Watched movies like the Vampire Suck but watched it half way only cos that movie is seriously dumb. Played truth or dare too and Syasya made a really funny dare involving Siti :D ate dinner and they went home @930pm? They all made my day! (:

Life is great with my awesome family and dearests friends whom are always there for me through ups and downs. They are always there to listen to my problems,to cheer me up when I'm feeling down, getting crazy together, to share laughter and tears and most of all they are there when i needed them the most. You guys bring colours to my life! I thank you all and God for that (:

Brain Explosion

2010-10-05T21:44:00.000-07:00

I can't seem to take it anymore, left 2 more papers to go. I have not revise on Home Economics yet and at the same time I'm not done with my Art preparatory work which is due in 2 days time O: It was Science paper today and i made stupid mistakes which will cause me to lose alot of marks ): 2 more freaking days till I can enjoy the end of exam period! Mr Runny nose, when will you go away? You have been bugging me for quite long already ..

Save your heart for someone who cares ( I'll take note of this)

Maths can drive me insane

2010-10-03T22:08:00.000-07:00

Taken while revising Math yesterday

I had a date with Mr Math today for 2hour 30min which was freaking longgggggggggg~ I had butterflies in my stomach while anxiously waiting to start the paper. The paper was tough but manageable.I have to pass this exam, i really have to *cross fingers* Thank you Jiayu for accompanying me ytd to do Maths and thanks to Sherlin for teaching me via phone! History paper tmr :/ Ohmyglee~

HELLO OCTOBER !

2010-09-30T20:20:00.000-07:00

I'm blogging now due to boredom. Did not attend school today as it is MT paper. However, will be going there later for Maths lesson -.- As you all know I've been busy with my revision lately, English paper was finally over. I don't think i did pretty well on it ): There is 5 more papers to go next week! Jyjy! I really wanna do well for this exam. Meeting up cliques later to STUDYYYY! :D

I don't know whether i did the right thing for telling you how i feel cos it seems to me that you don't care at all. But i have no regrets cos i felt relieved and happy after confessing as i let out all the feelings that I've been bottling up inside. I've done my part and I will NOT care anymore. I got better things to think of than being a silly and foolish girl. Well, most teenage girls have been in my situation and its normal.
Love will come at a right time, all you have to do is to wait for that special someone who will love you for who you are and what you are.

There's never ending waiting for you, so why waste my time.

Life is full of up and downs

2010-09-24T10:10:00.000-07:00

Final year exam is in 3 days time, I'm STRESS! Will leave this blog dead till exams is over.

I've been a paranoid and a confused soul for the past few days, all thanks to YOU. However, now is not the best time to think bout all that stuff. I shall focus on STUDYING, I've got to focus real hard cos i can't get you out of my mind.

Home Econ practical exam was a success ! Cooked pasta shells with broccoli and chicken, made yoghurt w/ mixed fruits and banana milkshake ((: Totally enjoyed the session.

Jiayou peepos! Make sure to mug hard ! :DD

Praise the Lord !

2010-09-19T03:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night's Choir convert was totally a blast! After having almost 2 months of rehearsals it was finally over. I really had a great experience and made new friends from other parish. I'm glad to be part of the choir, singing comforts me and at times when I'm upset i can naturally pour my feelings out. I really hoped that the concert was able to convey the message of ' Peace' (: The commitment was all worth it . Mum and Dad came to support <3 Reached home at midnight . End of Year exams in 9 days time O:
I shall really stop procrastinating .

M.I.A

2010-09-16T06:44:00.000-07:00

I've been pondering on some stuff bout reality which makes me upset, idk why. I think I've been too engrossed reading romance books that I got too attached to it. I'll be Missing In Action for weeks as the end of the year exam is just around the corner however i can't seem to get my brain starts functioning and be focus during lessons and I've got to admit I've been slacking at home too ): Yeahh, i know i should start waking up if i want to go to 3B next year.

Anyway, just a short updates, the past few days has been totally ecstatic. I went raya with hockey mates and it was a great bonding experience, I totally had lots of fun! Music exam went well, my group did an acoustic cover of This is me, Syasya on the guitar, Chia hean played the piano and Felicia, Sherlin and I on vocals ^^

Got to continue on my Art homework, Ciao !

Boredom kills

2010-09-11T02:47:00.000-07:00

Its a scorching weather today, as usual I woke up late. My bed loves me lahhh . September Hols is gonna end soon while a new term is soon to come which means its mugging season again . I think I've gain weight throughout the holiday with my eat-use the comp-watch tv-do homework-sleep daily routine and I seldom exercised also. Cool or what ? Somebody help me with my Compo pleaseeeeeeee ?

Music !

2010-09-09T00:47:00.000-07:00

Sherlin and Chia hean came over my house today to practice our music group exam, had fun with the girls .

Hockey training ytd was fun especially with the cooling weather, I like ! :D

Somebody help meeee, homework are still undone yettttt! Grrr x.x

Math drives me insane .

2010-09-07T10:12:00.000-07:00

I slept like a log ytd night that i woke up in the afternoon. It feels good to have a 12 hour sleep :D I'm proud of myself today for staying at home, doing my oh-so-favorite subject - Maths homework. I was not tempted at any distractions ( especially from the computer) xD Still not done with it though left with quiz 2. I'm gonna make sure to complete it by tmr before heading for hockey training ^^ I shall really start my EOY revision very soon .

Like fire and rain You can drive me insane

But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars We're like different stars

Insomnia ?

2010-09-06T09:26:00.000-07:00

Its 1205 am right now and yet I'm still using the comp. I can't sleep )): Can i have someone to sing a lullaby for me please? *tries to twinkle eye*
What if I have a boyfriend who can play the guitar/piano and who can sing?.... My heart will surely melts, Hahah! Kay, Grace Ann Frio, stop it !
Anyway, I've been sleeping late again resulting on me looking horrible with pimples -.- Mom also mentioned that i eat too many chocolates which is another reason for my fugly pimples now, but what to do chocolates make me happy !

Went to the gym today with my dear Jiayu, had a great workout. Thanks Jiayu for the company today ! Been trying to do my homework but i can't focus and concentrate )): I think I idle too much, I know i don't have much time left for revision since EOY is only in 3 weeks time but I'm lazyyyyy and has no mood to studyyyyy . Lack of inspiration lahhhh ! Kay, bye and goodnight ! <3

September Holiday !

2010-09-05T05:47:00.000-07:00

The September holiday is here and just like all of you, I've got a whole bunch of homework to be done. It ain't feel like a holiday cos got to mug hard. Nevertheless, I still love holidays cos i got to sleep longer :D I love sleep cos sleeping is good. Sleeping makes you forget that shitload of pain you’re feeling. Sleeping means drifting off to some other world. A world very different from yours. And somehow, after you wake up, you feel a whole lot better. And sleeping is essential ! :D

Having the urge to go to the gym tomorrow, got to lose some fats and time for workout. Any company ? Message me ! (:

Heartache

2010-09-04T08:58:00.000-07:00

Saw something which totally broke my heart. I guess i didn't know you well enough ))':

Happy Birthday to ME! :D

2010-09-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

*EDITED*

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAHA :D

Had an AWESOME day today with friends and family ! Thank you for all the birthday wishes via SMS, Facebook and for all the AWESOME presents especially to my girls who surprised me by coming to my house instead of meeting at Lot1. It was so sweet of them ((: Love the flowers, the shoes that i craved for and the music box ((: Thanks to Shandy and Angela too for the very beautiful rose ! Thanks to Mom for the swatch purple watch and to Dad for the 100 bucks! I felt so pampered :DD Most of all, other than all the materialistic things, thank you all for the love ! :DD

Thank you God for the blessings throughout my 15 years of existence, I couldn't ask for more. You were always there for me when no one was, I can always talk to you anytime and you always listen to my problems. I feel good knowing that i have an AWESOME someone ((: Once again, thank you everyone !

I basically spent my day with my love ones, went to lot1 with the girls and watched STEP UP 3D! Its a great movie, make me wanna groove and dance in the cinema :D Had our lunch at pizza hut and played Silent Hill at arcade. Shandy and Angela came over my house for dinner ! It was totally fun :D

Photo spam !


Shandy, Angela, Vanessa, Me, Felicia, Sherlin and Chia hean ! <3


Pizza Hut !

The gruesome game that we played xD


Felicia, Me and Shandy <3


Filipino girls \m/ Haha .


Us again in my room . Haha.


My lovely Mom and Dad <3

Happy me ! :DD

Thank you everyone for making my day an unforgettable one ! <3

PS: For more photos view my Facebook

Great day(:

2010-08-31T03:15:00.000-07:00

Ji xuan dear (: Don't mind my fugly face k? Haha.

Teacher's day celebration was great ! Clique prepared cookies and muffins for teachers (: They were AWESOME can? Especially the double choco cookies . 2G peeps gave me a sweet surprise, they made a bday cake for Gerine and I. I was really touched, thank you once again! Met Ji xuan at lot1 after school, finally get to meet each other. I was unable to go back to ZHPS due to the lack of time ): I was dismissed late.

Hmmm, going out with clique tmr. Gonna watch STEP UP 3D ! Turning 15 years old in around 6 hours time. Haha. Time sure do passed by quickly. Glad to have an AWESOME family and friends, love them <3

Its Monday again ):

2010-08-30T02:05:00.000-07:00

2 more days till i turn a year older again ((:

Lets get physical! Haha .

2010-08-28T07:17:00.000-07:00

Its Saturday ! :D Finally the day where i can rest and calm my mind. Haha. Headed to the gym today with awesome ppl, I basically did my running only cos I was having a severe muscle ache due to yesterday floorball and hockey training. Did countless of push ups, crunches, lifting of weights and sprinting. However i know it will all be worth it (:
After all the activities, I managed to do my homework halfway . Shall complete it tmr .
I've set my priorities already and its STUDIES AND HOCKEY . I've told myself not get distracted easily and work towards my goals . Whatever mishap comes, ENDURE cos someday it will be worth the pain (:

Received my early birthday present from Dad, he gave me 100 bucks but being a good girl I deposited it into my bank :D A huge thanks Dad ! <3

Its Church day tmr! Another beautiful day with the AWESOME GOD <3

Emotions .

2010-08-26T02:44:00.000-07:00

Its been quite awhile since I've posted. I'm kinda losing the interest to blog ):
Anyhow, the past few days have been a hectic one. I got a unique designer bag under my eye now, been having an insufficient sleep . I had this terrible nightmare the other night, i thought i was not able to wake up. I felt stiff during that time and wanted to call my Mum for help but no voice came out . It was totally a horrifying experience, seriously .

Had training yesterday, it was more on self reflection and its time for me to WAKE UP! I've really got to start bucking up on hockey (since i suck), it will be one of my priority from now on.
I can feel the pressure, surely trainings will be even more intense and I must NOT give up no matter what. Shall be more optimistic and strive for the best.

Can someone please knock some senses out of me? I'm going insane sooner or later.

Awesome Days !

2010-08-21T08:46:00.000-07:00

I had an AWESOME time during my YOG hockey game trip w/ some hockey peeps yesterday. I had a total blast ! Watched the Chile vs Ghana 2nd half game the score was 2-4 but don't kno who won in the end cos we transfer to Pitch 2 half way to watch the girls game. Argentina vs Netherlands, that game was SUPERB! Till now i can't believe that they were only under 18 players cos they are really great! I'm inspired to train even harder and be somehow like them even though it seems impossible but nothing is impossible right? Haha. Anway, both teams drew 2-2 . After that game went back to pitch 1 and watched Singapore vs Pakistan, SG played great even though they lost w/ the score of 1-4.
My heart totally melted yesterday, there were lots of hot players and the sad part is didn't get to take photo w/ them! ):

Went to East Coast today and i really enjoyed myself! Learnt how to skate in the wave board :D I am not tempted to buy one. Went cycling too, was damn tired. Cycled through the whole East Coast, thanks to my childhood friend for racing w/ me -.- Btw, anyone, wanna go water skii? Feel like giving it a try . Its super cool can?

Pictures!~

Netherland team .

Argetina team .

Singapore Team !

Wave boarding !

Lalalalaaa!~

2010-08-20T00:41:00.000-07:00

She's an amazing singer!

Waiting for time to pass by, going to YOG hockey game later(:
Lovin' the cold weather now, makes me sleepy . Haha. Anyway, Home Econ was totally fun today except for the fact that we detest the teacher who took over our class. We cooked Dhal curry and the Apom Jala, qayyum was seriously hilarious . I'm BORED ):

2010-08-19T02:26:00.000-07:00

I miss you brother. The thought of you makes me reminisce the very short yet memorable time we had during my vacation. Even though it was my first time meeting you, I felt attached to you in such a short period. Its like we had this sibling connection that i can't describe.

Life has been going on as per normal, a mundane one. Gotten back my CA2 results for Math and Science, surprisingly i got a distinction for both as in MATHS too(: I know its no big deal for some people with the exception for me, Math has been my weakest subject ever since and I guess I'm just not good with numbers .

I was able to meet up with my best friend -Shandy for 1236985478554238 days (ignore my exaggeration) since the previous time we've seen each other. I had the chance to help her with her school work and i hoped my teaching was effective cos I ain't good in explaining stuff. Hockey training resumed yesterday and it was fun, didn't really do much. I've gotten my YOG ticket for tmr's hockey game, thanks Jiayu and Chang Teck (: I'm anxious for the event !

CA2 is finally over babyyy!

2010-08-16T02:07:00.000-07:00

CA2 Exam period is finally over baby!~ Haha. Science and HomeE was my last paper today, I don't have the confidence to get an A for Science. The Physic part of the paper was kinda difficult for me . Confirm CMI already, but whateva. I've tried my best though (well, maybe not?) Anyway, I'm totally engross watching the YOG that i can watch the TV for almost 4 hours? Totally slacked and Hockey trainings are resuming this Wednesday. Goodluck to me cos my stamina has surely dropped ALOT. Will be meeting my dear best friend tmr! ♥

Friday the 13th!

2010-08-13T01:08:00.000-07:00

Exams are currently ongoing. 3 subjects down and 2 more to go! I screwed my English paper, didn't had the time to complete it ): Oh well, what is done can't be undone. The rest of the paper were pretty fine though. Let's just hope for the best ! (:

Happy 45th Birthday Singapore ! ♥

2010-08-09T06:26:00.000-07:00

Helloh people ! Happy 45th Birthday Singapore ! ♥
Celebrating Singapore's Independence Day made me missed my home -Philippines ):
Missed the people there ...

Anyway, went out today. Studied with clique at Felicia's house but i guess we had more FUN time instead of studying. I was kinda crazy during a period of time and Sherlin took a video of it, we were laughing like mad while watching. Seriously, i was retarded xD Oh yeah, thanks to Felicia's mom for the lunch, super nice ! :D Headed to Lot1 after that, was supposed to shop at mini toons cos they got sale for 45mins only but then there were tons of people and there were insufficient duration of time for us to shop :/ Went to other places and bought some stuff. Lovin' the nail polish i bought from the BLUEZ :D

Tomorrow is gonna be a serious revision day for me and I mean it (:

NDP celebration and X-country was A-W-E-S-O-M-E !

2010-08-06T01:12:00.001-07:00

School events in school today was a total blast. The uniform groups performance was AWESOME especially the Boys Brigade MJ performance. Haha. Cross country was hell tiring, was running with Maygan and Cheryana at the start but i ran ahead of them half way the route. Came in 7th position. Honestly, i was not really looking forward to run cos with the simple reason that I'm running for B'division and not C'division. Haha. The concert was SUPER COOL, especially the dance and singing part. After the whole thing, went to Lot1 and ate our lunch at KFC. Headed to rooft top garden then library to slack. I simply love today, cos everything went well (:
I'm going to Universal Studio later at night with Dad&Mom . :D

PS: Photos uploaded in FB (:

Procastination

2010-08-04T01:07:00.000-07:00

HELLO! Today went fairly well, school was alright. Gotten back my Science class test paper and I aced it. Mad happy :D No hockey for 2 weeks and been forcing myself to go jogging but had no company for the past few days but luckily I'll maybe have one today (:
X-country this Friday and I'm not looking forward to it cos I've got to run with the upper sec -.- with a simple reason that I'm one year older than my peers ): But I'm running w/ Maygan :D Been slacking at the wrong period nowadays, Common test 2 is around the corner and I MUST start mugging if i don't want to lose out. Till here ppl, I'm out of here! :D

Sleeping is satisfying, you forget everything for a little while ...

Double Champions ! :DD

2010-07-30T07:12:00.000-07:00

Back for my daily updates ! First of all,I'm very proud of the C'div Hockey girls for winning this year's National Championship !The girls played very well and are Double Champions this year! :DD We deserve it after going through such tough and hard trainings but the hard work eventually has paid off! Can't wait for next year's B division girls team !(: Celebrated Mas Bday too with hockey peeps at Delta stadium after watching the girl's game. We are very thankful for having her with us, we will not know what to do without her(:

School has been awesome! Did i mention that I passed my Math July test and i aced it? Thanks to the two maths genius sitting beside me (: I enjoyed today's HE practical, we baked sponge cake and had fun with the units around me :D Common Test is just around the corner and i should start mugging hard since there will be no hockey trainings for two weeks! Shiok ah but got to stay fit though(: Anyway, GG to me for my injection appointment tmr at HPB )':
The cold weather is making my sleeping obsession more intense. Lol. Ciao for now ! :D

Life's not about winning or losing, it's all about gaining and learning. You win you gain, you lose you learn.

Nerve wrecking vocal audition !

2010-07-23T07:02:00.000-07:00

Thank God its FRIDAY !

Today was awesome ! First two lessons were Mother Tongue and PE. Slack during MT(as usual) and had tons of fun playing frisbee during PE, Mr Jack Ho played with our group and he's totally a joker. Lol. Home Econ was alright, did research on our task. I slept during lunch period waiting for floorball to start and Erika & co dragged me to the studio to audition for Teacher's Day performance with Wawan and Mike who are forming a band. It was a LAST minute audition, I didn't even practice my audition piece and my hands were really cold shivering due to my nervousness like seriously i thought i wanna faint or something. It was a fun experience but i kinda screw my audition though and the chance of me getting into the band is 50/50 . There were a lot of good singers who auditioned ! *Fingers crossed* and pray hard for me to get in ! Haha.Results to be out on Monday! FYI, Mike has a cool hair (blonde) ! Hockey training tmr ! :DD

2010-07-22T04:32:00.001-07:00

School had been alright except for the fact that I've been kind of short tempered and been kind of vulgar :/ My sleeping schedule nowadays is always late like yesterday night, i slept at almost 1am just to do my stupid art homework -.- but amazingly i wasn't sleepy in the morning. Haha! Been used to it i guess. I've got an English homework to do and an upcoming Math test on Monday ! O: MUST revise !

Its been the rainy season for the past days and i love the weather. Its just too awesome to sleep. Lol. Did i mention that i was caught sleeping class during MT period( which i am exempted due to valid reason) by my vice prinicipal?Shocking right? Anyway, he just lectured me and let me off. Haha :D Its dinner time, byeeee! :D

2010-07-16T07:29:00.000-07:00

Its finally FRIDAY!
The past week was not bad, i was really hyper in school !
Before anything else Congrats C'div floorball girls for clinching 3RD position in the inter-school tournament :DD I'm starting to enjoy hockey trainings again after telling myself to think positively instead of being so pessimistic . Anyway, Wednesday training was an AWESOME one!
The boys played a game against ENGLAND and I've got to admit, they were H-O-T. Haha !
Won't talk much bout it already, later you'll get the wrong idea. Lol . I've got to sleep early, gonna have morning training tmr . Goodluck C'div boys for your game tmr ! (:

2010-07-13T06:02:00.001-07:00

Hihi! Currently printing my History+Art photos now. I have no idea why am I so hyper today :D
Anyway, school ended early today so Felicia and I headed to Lot1 after eating our lunch in school with the girls. Bought my stationary and headed back home. I enjoyed my Music lesson today, played the keyboard^^ Anyway, i broke down in school ytd. Couldn't help it, i was too stress. There will always be a point of time where I'll be like this but anyway I'm glad that i let out my emotions (: Training was very different than usual yesterday, Coach was disappointed in the team and he said something that was very touching. I need INSPIRATION and MOTIVATION !
I'm having a Science and Maths Quiz tmr, GG. ): I'll better get my butt off the seat and go and study . Bye! :DD Tag board is dead again . Haha. Spain won! :D Lol .

Spain !

2010-07-11T06:34:00.001-07:00

Its school time again tmr! Anyway, go SPAIN for the WC finals ! :DD
Been telling myself now a days to be strong and don't give up easily, take each difficulties as a challenge and remember that GOD will always be there. BE STRONG GRACE ! Ciao! :D I like my window 7 set up !

UPDATE!

2010-07-09T06:29:00.000-07:00

Dk why, i just love tis photo.

UPDATE!Just gonna give a brief summary on what happened this week.Monday:Antoinette's Bday celebration ! Went to watch ECLIPSE with Shandy and co at west mall, and headed to a friend's condo house and went swimming . It was a blast!

Wednesday:Hockey training
Training was sort of hard core, did lots of running . 30min run and 10 sets of suicide = 100yard x 10sets O:
I was totally tired that i went to sleep early that night.

Thursday
Watched C'div girls hockey match against Northland and they won 5-1 :D
They're already in the semi-finals! (:

Today: History Trip
Went to Bukit Chandu and Labrador Park for Learning Journey on World war 2. Had a great time there and learnt interesting facts bout the past .Camwhoring was fun with cliques and class. I love the nature's view there, it was AWESOME. You should view my FB for peechures . Lol. Kinda lazy to upload it here. Heh.

Happy Birthday Charmaine! :D

2010-07-02T06:58:00.000-07:00

Helloh! I'm finally updating after the first week of school. School has been the same, been kinda sleepy during class but I tried my best not to fall asleep. Lacking of sleep now a days, maximum hours i slept is only like 6? I often got home late due to trainings and still got to do homework ,typical school life.. Anyway, i really badly wanna watch eclipse. Planning on watching it this coming monday which is a school holiday with friends but not confirm yet. *cross fingers*

Got to log off the comp now, having training tmr morning which means got to wake up early again ):

2010-06-27T03:50:00.000-07:00

School is reopening tmr! Won't be able to use the computer that much. I wanna focus more on studies and CCA :DD But I'll update once ot twice a week *winks* Byeeeeee !

2010-06-25T09:53:00.000-07:00

The photo above is taken last thursday at Felicia's sis house, went over to her crib and did our homework. I'm now left with English book review and i shall get it done tmr :> Went for floorball training today, had a great time :D Will be staying at home all day tmr. Hmm, what shall i do ? It will be just a short post so BYE! :D I'm out

2010-06-23T04:42:00.001-07:00

I learnt something from my trip to the Philippines, thanks to the lecture of my great grandma, Haha. Don't wanna elaborate much cos it will sound cheesy or something like that. Lol. Most of my relatives in PH said i changed alot through physical appearance that they could barely recognise me compared from my last visit which was like in 2008?

Anyway, let me change the topic. About my holiday homework, im still left with my English. A few more page and I'm done reading the book, i could finally start doing task 1 and 2. Imma go to Felicia's sis crib tmr and do our homework :D Can't wait for school to reopen! ^^

Im back!

2010-06-22T07:42:00.000-07:00

Im officially back from my vacation!

My trip was awesome and unforgettable, i spent time with my family and relatives there and im already missing them right now.Especially my dear cousins.. Anyway, i went shopping most of my time there. Got to meet up my ex-classmates too, can't believe im still keeping in touch with them :D Went for a beach outing too but i didn't really went for a swim cos i just rebonded my hair a few days back. The day before i left my hometown, we had a so called farewell party till night. Lol.Played games and sang karaoke ( as usual) ! My cousins even asked me to drink as in drink alcohol, but Im a good girl *winks* Hahah! Alot of good memories happened and i can't wait to go back again. My mum said it would take quite long though, maybe on my debut year then we'll go back again together with my relatives from New York.. Oh yeahh, my Aunt from NYC also went back during our vacation. Im lazy to upload the pics here, try to go to my mum profile and view. Lol. Im out, byeeee! :D

Formspring Q&A

come back from indonesia le mah?
Lol, its philippines not indonesia dear (:
And yeap im back!

Hey graceee ! I know this is not a question. But yeah. haha. Its long since i met up with you and i miss you alot !): do take care of yourself well and we'll meet up soon okie ! :D Okay, here's a question, surprised to see this ? haha Lots of love, Jixuan
Yeahh I am! I miss you too :D
Take care too girl!

Do you think you know who this is ? * Hint : Hm , er , necklace ? *
Haha, yeahh .. Hihi(:

2010-06-11T03:23:00.000-07:00

heyyyyy peeeepssss !
as grace's mei
i promised her to help her update her blog :DD
and she wanna you guys to taggggg or maybe spammm her bloggg !
since she not arnd , can oso say her bad thing :P
BLEAHH , jkjk only (:
her flight at 5 yesterday was delayed to 7 .
so and yeahh by th time she reach there alrdy kinda late le .
so just wish she wont get tired out yeahh :DD
have fun dearest jie !
she promised to get smth for me when she's back
whatttt - boutt- youuu ?
hahahahahas !

Philippines here i come!

2010-06-09T08:18:00.001-07:00

Won't be updating from tmr till 22nd! I'll be in Philippines for the next two weeks so yeahh .Philippines here i come!:DD But still tag my tagboard peeps, don't make it dead. Hehe! I'll miss you guys!!!!

2010-06-06T02:59:00.000-07:00

Helloh ! Im finally updating this dusty blog of mine . Lol. Well, the first week of June holiday has already passed by. And, i was busy with CCA and slacking during the period of time i didn't update .. Homework still undone and im lazy to do itttttt! ): But, im done with Maths though some questions left blank :P i'll try to complete Science by wednesday and i'll do the rest in philippines . Heh! If i got time and mood. Lol . Im heading to my hometown this coming Thursday :DD Im super-uber excited! I'll get even more tan cos its summer now there ):

Anyway, I've created formspring : Formspring Feel free to ask me anything! (:

Im out :D

2010-05-30T04:50:00.000-07:00

Back from Chalet ! Had tons of fun with cousins (:

Im lazy to upload the photos, sorry yeahh ? Some other time i guess ..

Im kinda losing my blogging bug and my tagboard is kinda dead. It will be awhile till i'll be back, gonna be busy with my life and do something productive.Lol. But imma try to update my twitter and tumblr daily (: I'll be back sooooooonnnnnnn! :DD Don't miss me yeahh ? Lol xD

2010-05-28T00:36:00.000-07:00

Heylooo blog readers! (if there is any) Lol . June holiday is finally here! :DD
Mad happy but frustrated at the same time cos I have tons of homework to do !

English- Read a novel and do a book review on it
- Find 100 phrases from the novel
-Do correction on MYE compo and situational, got to explain
Math- Complete the worksheet on algebra
Science- Complete worksheet

Furthermore Im going back to my hometown for 2weeks, how to complete all of them ? Im sure my June holiday will pass by quickly just like a snap of my fingers . Lol. Anyway, here is my MYE over all result . Two words to describe it , NOT satisfied .

English- B3
Maths-C6
Science-A1
Geography-A1
DnT-B3
Art-A2
Total:418.8/600 Percentage:69.8
Class Position:8/40 Level Position:26/199
L1R4:10 L1R5:16

My grades and ranking dropped,thats why im not satisfied even though i passed all subject ): Anyway, Im going for a family Chalet in 2 hours time . Can't wait to see cousins :DD

A day with bestfriend(:

2010-05-24T04:41:00.000-07:00

School was boring today, slept during Geog lesson and skipped Music in the afternoon. Had no mood to study already since exams are over and im just anticipating for June holiday to come.. I've seen my overall MYE result for all subjects and ranking,its not that bad though but im not satisfied with it . My ranking dropped but wateva, I'll make sure Im gonna give my best shot during EOY . Anyway, cliques and I went to Lot1 and ate our lunch at KFC. Met Shandy girlfriend after that and walked around . Decided to watch 'Shrek Forever and After' Such a cute and funny movie (: Looking forward to go out again with your girl(:

PS:Can I don't go school tmr?
PPS: I still can't find my ezlink card ! ):

Insufficient sleep

2010-05-23T03:05:00.000-07:00

This song is stuck in my head ..

Sorry peeps for the lack of updates, been busy with hockey trainings and games. The past few days had been okay for me except for the fact that my panda eyes are back again due to insufficient rest and sleep . Muscles are kinda aching up but i felt much better after heeding Coach's advice on rubbing ice on it . Having bruise and blisters too . Pathetic huh ? June holiday is nearing and Im excited baby! Philippines here i comeeeee! :DD

2010-05-20T02:52:00.000-07:00

Im back home early today :DD Gotten back some results for MYE already:
Art-A1,Geograpghy-A1,Maths-C5 . I actually failed Math by 2.5 marks but luckily i checked through today and i passed! Just a border line pass though ): But shall work harder for EOY . Hockey training ytd was tiring, I was drenched by my own sweat and my left shoulder is aching now . My left leg is somewhat injured cos i cut my blister ytd and its like a size of 20 cent coin O: The new skin can be seen,Lol . Pretty disgusting huh ? I'll missed bestfriends bday outing on Saturday cos im having hockey training and game on that day. Sorry babe, i'll make it up to you some other time alrite ? Out for dinner now, bye! (:

Outing with Cliques !

2010-05-18T05:29:00.000-07:00

I had fun today !Went out with Felicia,Vanessa,Chia hean,Edwin and Sheng Yaw to Causeway Point . Watched 'The Last Song' and it was a touching movie. I teared, Lol . Teckwhyean peeps conquered the cinema, awesome huh ? The two rows behind us was full of teckwhyeans ^^

Saw Jiayu,Fatin and Charmaine :DD I had nothing better to do and started throwing popcorn at ppl. Hahass. Went to arcade and had our second neoprint session . Lol . Played the 'mini cable ride' and it was awesome. Vanessa and I was laughing and shouting our ass out . Walked around abit and home sweet homed . Im not ready for school tmr cos gonna get back exam papers O: Confirm die le especially for Maths .

Yesterday was a disaster for me . DnT CAD confirm CMI already . Hockey game in the afternoon suck. I played badly like shit )): Idk whats happening to me luhh . Losing focus i guess ..

Got to start reflecting on my mistakes and learn on how to be a better person/player .

Gonna be busy tis week for trainings and games . Im off, Byyeee! Tag ppl :DD

Happy Day !

2010-05-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

I love today! Woke up early in the morning and went for a jog with friend, had a great time . After that, went to Jurong Point with Mum for shopping! I loike :DD
Having muscle ache right now )): Yesterday training was a like a hell for me. Suffered in the running cos my stamina dropped le. The moment i finished eating my dinner and had a rest quickly went to bed and slept . Having game on Monday and i hope i won't mess up again . Btw, I've created Tumblr -http://navigatethepast.tumblr.com/
Follow me yeahh ? (:

Stress free !

2010-05-13T02:35:00.000-07:00

Im finally here to update! :D Left DnT CAD exam on monday and MYE is over. Yeahh, baby ! Lol xDD Anyway, I don't think I'll do well for MYE. I just have the feeling , Hais . Math paper was hell difficult and it will be a miracle for me to pass that paper .. But theres no use mocking over it cos nothing will change .. Having hockey training tmr and I think i'll suffer cos my stamina has already dropped . Been slacking at Lot1 after school with cliques and some friends, played truth or dare and stuff . Nothing much to post bout, Bye! :D

FACE THE REALITY AND ACCEPT IT

On a hiatus !

2010-05-04T04:02:00.000-07:00

Gonna be on a hiatus for MYE ! Mugging in process .. But i'll still be active in twitter though . Anyway,All the best folks ! ;DD

Im out ! (:

PS: Don't miss me too much yeahh ? Nahh, im just kidding xDD

((:

2010-04-30T21:43:00.001-07:00

Yesterday
School was average but i had fun after school. Cliques and I went to Lot1 to buy food then headed to Felicia's crib. We were supposed to do our Art exam preparatory work but guess what we did, after eating our lunch, played badminton with friend . Had lots of laughter here and there ;DD I had lots of fun as usual with the crazy sisters i have. Haha ! Headed home kinda late almost reaching 6 with Sherlin and Chia hean .

Today
After doing my stuff like eating lunch and bathing.Im gonna STUDY ;DD I have lots of school matters to be done.
- 2 Math homework
- Start on my art exam preparatory work
- Explanation of my DnT product
I'll be going for a jog later, anyone wanna join me? Call or sms yeahh ? Haha.
Im off ! Bye ^^

2010-04-29T02:46:00.001-07:00

Sometimes, its easier to to pretend you don't care than to admit that its killing you ..

It suck BIG time !

Good things come to those who wait .

2010-04-27T07:07:00.000-07:00

Heylooo blog readers out there ! Mid-year exams is around the corner already and yet Im still updating . Haha ! But I'm not going school tmr cos its MT paper and I don't take mother tongue ;DD . Can finally have my essential sleep . Haha ! Gonna sleep like a pig tmr :P English paper is on thursday (*shivers*) . Kinda nervous and afraid that i might not have any story ideas for my free writing and also my time management O: Stress already luhhhh !

Anyway, school was kinda boring today cos Sherlin was absent. She was not feeling well due to stomach cramps . Get well soon sis ! ;D Had a 2hours dreadful lesson of Math , my class almost wanna fall asleep -.- Stayed back in school for a while and headed to Lot1 with Felicia and Vanessa . Went to Popular & The Bluez, bought some stuff. Ate ice-cream and went home (: Went for a 30min jog just now and my stamina seriously dropped already )):

Lastly , goodluck peepos for your MT paper tmr and for MYE too ! Jiayou ^^

Study! Study!

2010-04-24T07:54:00.000-07:00

Went out with Felicia Sis and two friends today. Ate our lunch first and went to library. Did Math homework and slacked. Lots of things happened but kinda lazy to elaborate . I had fun and Im sure Felicia sis love today right ? LOL . I've made up my mind, I'll just wait patiently and not be bothered by any negative thoughts or matter that involves you and her . Let time decide and I'll grab any chance that may come ^^

Another hectic day tmr, got to wake up early for catechism class and Mass . Have to bring my hockey stuff along which is troublesome for my hockey game against Tornado club in the afternoon. Hope I'll have the right mind set while playing yeahh ? I wanna enjoy tmr's game ^^ Btw, Mum told me today that i look horrible. No enough sleep and stuff )):

Problems+Stress+Negative Thoughts+Insufficient Sleep=Horrible Look&Bad Mood -.-

Be optimistic

2010-04-23T07:41:00.000-07:00

I wanna take a nap forever and forget about all the negative things that is happening now.

Went to school today with a rather moody face but felt much better after having clique's company. They are always there to cheer me up and i love them more for that ^^ Lessons today were alright and most of them was a slacking time . Heh ! Had fun after school with clique and something happened which was super humiliating during lunch at canteen xDD Don't wanna mention it, make me wanna go laugh out loud with the thought of it. Went to fitness corner and slacked. I finally learnt how to do the back flip in the incline pull up thingy with the help of Sherlin . Its fun seriously ^^ Went to Lot1 with Felicia after awhile , waited for two friends to come and they were uber long ah . Haha! Did some homework at roof top garden and home sweet homed.

Im sure Felicia sis is uber happy and excited tmr yeahh ? Going to study with two friends tmr with Felicia sis of cos but idk whether i should be happy or what . Pffft! Wateva . All i can do now is to be optimistic and be patient. I will not give up cos giving up is not in my word bank. I guess your'e lost huh, unsure of what im talking about ? Nehmind . LOL . Can't wait for tmr, Byeeee!

2010-04-22T03:28:00.000-07:00

Every time we make the decision to love someone, we open oursleves to great suffering because those we love most cause us not only great joy but also great pain. And love is stronger than fear,life stronger than death, hope stronger than despair . We have to trust that the risk of loving is always worth taking .

Finally here to update ^^ School as per normal and been sleepy during lessons but tried to kept myself awake except geography lesson slept for full 30minutes . Haha! I myself can't believe that I actually slept . LOL . I need more essential sleep nowadays, having panda eyes already . Blame Felicia sis for having late night phone calls on most days . Heheh ! ;DD First MYE paper is on Thursday, having English . Got to start mugging up and oh yeah did i mention that I pass my Math April test ? Happy ^^ Feel like going for a jog now but its raining and nobody accompany me ? ): Im afraid I might stuggle for training tmr cos stamina surely dropped O:

Enough from blogging, Im off! Tata ^^

2010-04-17T08:45:00.000-07:00

Not in the mood to post but for the sake of updating i'll post yeahh ?I detest today . Lost in today's game against SRC 1-0 . It was a last minute goal .
Played left half and i was not use to it cos i often played defender . Anyway, Im
totally vexed now. Heard from hockey mates that SRC called us 'losers' when we were walking out of the field. WTH luhh. Wanna take my stick and whack them if i have my chance . Idiot dogs ! Spoil my mood only .. They played rough lohh, fell down twice -.- ' Mum and Dad came to watch the game ^^ Hockey mates said my mum is pretty, Hahah ! ;D And oh yeahh, Coach left his slippers in Delta but luckily Dad saw it and gonna give it to him tmr. Haha ! Hope tmr we'll be our lucky day, we'll prove them who is the real losers yeah ? .. Another busy day tmr, having Catechism class in the morning, attending Mass after that and hockey game at last . Homework is still undone. Im stuck with my English compo, totally have no story ideas ): Mid year exams is in two weeks time . I really have to start studying now especially for Math . My oh-so-"favourite" subject -.-' Maybe we'll study with clique after school . Shall stop my ranting here , goodnight and byebye ! ^^

2010-04-16T08:18:00.000-07:00

Tired from training. Will update tmr (:

Been paranoid nowadays.. Don't know why, i guess im just emotional -.-